why should i care about your history?i try to forget about it. .but i cant. .cause it is still appear at everywhere. .and i dont think so that should called history. .i know you still do or 'what ever that it is call' "about that". .now i dont know what should i say. .stop you from doing that?maybe you will feel that im controling you. .share to melinda or leo?sure their answer either relax or dont think too much. .so now the only think that i can do is shut my mouth up!:/. .just let it. .but my heart hurt:(. .how?hmmm. .